The thing that matters most...

So I'm sitting here, alone and I've spent most of the night with a dog. He's now with my roomie.

But I'm sitting thinking, DAM, I would give anything to be on a beach right now...any beach.

I'm sitting knowing that seaside life is what I want to be my final destination.

But I'm sitting understanding that life doesn't always work out the way WE plan it.

I'm sitting here praying that I find something in me this school year.

something new
something strong
something honest

Because right now I'm so sad.

Even though I have much to be thankful for.

So as I sit no more, and lay down my head to rest I speak out these words:

As long as I find out who I am, know me, love me, and stay honest with myself...it will not matter where I end up, because I'll be genuine, and with that I can enjoy any circumstance.